Paris Hilton opened up a chat over her infamous sex tape, revealing that the aftermath of the video left her with PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder).
According to the page six, socialist and former truth star said, “This will always be something that will hurt me for the rest of my life” during the Vanities Fair Cocktail Hour, live, chat on Thursday.
“In the back of my mind, it is always there. People were so mean to me when it happened. I spoke of the way I saw things with my family on nightly chat shows and the media was just terrible. Every day I would be in tears, I didn’t want to go home. I had the feeling that my life was over.”
Page Six reported that Paris Hilton‘s former boyfriend Rick Salomon released the tap in 2004. In 2001, it showed images of the couple that had sex, and caused media sensations, titled “1 Night in Paris.”
The 39 year old star exploded in tears and had to hold the chat, as she remembered this week’s experience.
The socialist says, “Between two people it was a private experience. You love somebody, trust someone and have your confidence betrayed and watch and laugh around the world… It was even harder for me if I thought I did this intentionally — that killed me. I did this. It still gives me the opportunity to talk about post-traumatic stress disorder.”
“I’ve always been looking up at these incredible ladies like Princess Diana and I just felt that when he did that to me, [he] took everything away and that people would never be looking at me the same.” She continues.
This year Hilton, who was 40, announced that her boyfriend Carter Reum was recently committed to her.She wants to ‘have babies’ and has spoken about IVF therapies previously. The Vanity Fair Cocktail Hour, Live! was a virtual charitable pre-Oscar event that raised funding for the COVID-19 relief effort of the Motion Picture & Television Fund.
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